..tonight I cried

During a time of worship of song I was moved to tears. It was the strangest thing that happened. I began to think about my life during a song; I was just looking at the lyrics on a screen when suddenly it dawned on me that I was "back in it, again". I was laid off from about three months ago and had spent a lot of time just questioning God about what He was showing me. It has been humbling and difficult to not do what you love to do and it's hard to have to suddenly stop doing what you've felt called to do. I have discovered a lot about myself, ministry, and just life during this time. So there I was tearing up because God had placed me back where I was months ago. I can't believe it. I am very grateful . I am very thankful.

It has been said that you can't really appreciate something until you have lost it. So true. I really do appreciate the "privilege" I have to serve in the ministry. Thank you God for keeping me where I need to be.